To Pay or Not to Pay- I AM Worthy, a lightworker note

Recently i've been ponder on the various fee and charges of my services and other lightworkers fee charges.

Simply because, unlike many other lightworker who purely focus on seeing client that are either - wealthy housewife or boss, or mid till high class working ppl....in a sense, they measure their worthiness only limited to wealthy ppl.... Some of my client salary are only RM800 per month that still have to support their family and other stuff and i was thinking, people with such salary dont they deserve some good Angel Therapy, Crystal Therapy, Flower Essences or spiritual stuff? It is very imbalance if a lightworker will tell them - look into your priority, if this is yours...you sure able to pay for MY SESSION.....and of coz, some of them do so....they save their money for more than 3 month just to come for 1 session....what about 2nd session? another 3 month saving? What if those hard work of 6 month money saving can support their life and family say for more better food and shelter?

and what about me? will i go broke with this? many healers go broke with their services and i notice why......1st - they charge too low towards those ppl that devalue their work and able to pay! 2nd - they charge too high for those who cant afford it then they dont them returning! Talking about balance energy of give n receive, and many lightworkers got such imbalance mental judgement going on in them- charge too low to those that can pay, and charge too high to those who cant afford. Where is the flexibility and adaptability here?

I've notice the imbalance occuring with people/lightworker mentality generally in the busy city that i usually dont get it in more not so busy states and that is:

1 - for client: therapist/lightworker who charges their fee HIGH ENOUGH must be good (sadly, thats not always the case...infact many such lightworker who charge high fee are bullshiting around, i've meet many or heard many who just said - oh ur aura got entity or u hav a past live from the crystal realms and its time to integrate....1hr past....rm500 goes into their pocket and the client tell me - i felt nothing or anotehr extreme is i felt very powerful....when u ask them how d power affect ur change - donno lar, the past life issue cleared i feel better now? What?! pay RM500 just to feel better that ur past live got clear and u not able to make a sense out of it? get a live and take dat money go to spa for more pampering session! lol)

THEN... when i ask them, then why u choose them to do session then? Their reply was always - well, if a person is that courageous to charge such a high fee that means h/she must be good....but i disappointed (yet such clients still go around to pay high fee session! lol)

Clients have the mentality to de-value session that are good and easily afford in modern city and perhaps - Instant healing/recovery! They dont really believed in recovery but do bother very much of personal satisfaction and thinking why till so many session or clearing n healing and attending workshop doesnt even make them HAPPY or they are happy but for a very limited time and what more to say a sense of fulfillment?

Its very different that i work with ppl in more quiet state, their focus is to recovery, searching the happiness....and quite suprising - they worth the work that you do and they oso willing to do their part too ! So whats going on with ppl on the fast pace modern city mentality of believed?

2 - therapist/lightworker who able to read past live is psychic. To me, true clairvoyant is never limit within only seeing past live and negative spirits attached and then the sesion brought down to only clear past live vows and negative entities and you may pay aprox RM200 till RM800. Or spiritual healing only to clear past live and entities....one has to ponder on what spiritual healing is to them. If you lucky, the healer are pretty good in clearing stuff that makes you feel lighter n shift...if you not lucky...sorry and thats it.

3 - for lightworker, everything that h/she said must refer to - oh such and such divinities said so...i've felt being "call" to do this and do that. One cant even differentiate or at leats ADMIT whether its ones desire to do so and or really spirits ask so. There is a very quiet sound of - Guilt & Manipulate inner child game playing around on - i cant have it before and i'm guilty to ask for now but i know how to channel ! and AH.........therefor i put it a name and say it - I channeled from Kuan Yin lor from Arch Michael lar or Its a calling long time agooo.......then that makes me feel better and i will oso got satisfy lar duh duh duh....

My personal experience is that i've meet clients who totally will dis-respect your fee if its too cheap. I used to give away freee flower essences and free healing to friends who are in their low time (but, i've found out they dont even take the remedy and not even bother about it) but it never was well appreciated because it is FREE !

So there is a point in me that nxt round i must CHARGE these ppl HIGH PRICE ! hahaahha and guess what? Once i change the price, such ppl wont even bother to your session...rather they say - Dont you think you overcharge? AM like, hey...you visit anotehr tehrapist that talk bullshit and you pay RM300, and i just increase the price till RM180 and you siad am overcharge? Stop bullshiting on me.....

My Fav quote is - I am friendly and easily adjust but i am not cheapskate

I have a friend who told me, in the end dont you think its about Worthiness? Worthiness of ....? Client worthiness of change in them and your worthiness of giving session. That got me thinking awhile.....and YES, its about Worthiness.

Worthiness for me as a lightworker, healer and facilitator is that - i worth the quality of my work as my priority is to facilitates the change in other ppl. So with this in my mind, and heart and might quite in alignment or new terms - COherent. I started to only attract ppl who have the same priority and worthiness to equally worth their session no matter what price am charging or what session am doing. The results are always pleasant and worthy and there is a sense of FULFILMENT in not just me but also the client.

My fee are able to adjust accordingly to people needs as i make myself available.

To Pay or not to pay?

YOU as a client - better look within what are you looking for and your priority

YOU as a lightworker - start to look into insecurity, guilt, worthiness, self love and do you really know what you are facilitating? If you really know what ya doing and it rings inside your heart and mind and might, and the price you put are not bcoz: other healer/teacher told me to do so, so that my worth will increase/then client will like it coz i charge high....Stop all those belief that other ppl/books/authors PUT on ya....its time to reflects what is your quality and how does your quality WORTH.

For those who charge too cheap in thier services - start to look at are you always charge too cheap to ppl who very able to afford and charge the opposite to different ppl? Is your focus is fulltime therapist? If yes, then you better start look at how to balance yourself on this area....if fulltime therapist is not your taste, then do whatever u feel good....bcoz if u do fulltime and oso charging over cheap, you will very fast grow broke or drain out hahahaaa

So......To Pay and Not Pay = Your Priority, and what makes up your priority is simply YOUR WOrthiness....what do you WORTH first, and thats your priority goes. If your worthiness and priority coming from inside and not from intellectual wise? Oh that sounds a lot to work this out ....yes , lets do it ! GO GO GO !