Lately i reading Ian White book on Australia Bush flower essences that brings me memories and experiences on the topic of sentiment, prejudices vs preferences...which is quite a tricky thing for many part of many people lives, society and that of include myself.
The stories begin by when i first picked up a both pink and yellow bottle which is to helps one heal and realize ones judgement, maintain healthy questioning and also represent that i am a good philopher/judges. I never realize its effect and eventhough i finished the bottle, i still who i am- judging, and skeptical along the way......It is when i re-chanced upon Ian White book on AUstralia Bush Flower Essences, where he wrote about a specific plants called - Freshwater Mangroves and Splender Rice Flower that makes me almost (if not completely) realize the colored bottle i used for Judgement, Prejudices and Harmony in Unison.
All the while, i've been questioning especially in the healing fields of people or rather Spiritual fella beings....whenever they say - my modality can compliment with other healing modality...or my spiritual practice is all accepting, universal and non-religious.
But having walk into and through observations, My modality can compliment with other healing modality turn out to be - No, u cannot mix with other type of energy but u can mix with massage but just not other energy modality. You have to be Focus and be Fix on My Healing Modality , then only it makes you more Powerful to compliment with other more physical therapy. Then it goes of using their own Sensitivity/Psychic to Judge upon other modality effectivity....Oh this modality works only on certain layers...that wan cannot fight with mine.....they copy mine and i copy his...worst still, having benifited from specific modality already, then some of them jump over and created new own modality which is perfect n beautiful but what not so beautiful is they put down the previous modality that helped them before and claim it to be outdated!
It never ends.....in one way one says they r open and compliment to other modality, but infact its not...Why ? Simply because the Ego Beliefs, to put down on other ppl modality is the Only way to Stand Out to reach to other ppl.
Spiritual Practices also the same.....many spiritual group preaches that they welcome everyone, but then when something happen or being questioned by some ppl on their standard.....they will say - oh he/she is soo low vibrations that brings bad vibes to us..... Personally, I meet some teacher because i Do Not Agree the Mantra they chanted and got said - u nd cooperate bcoz u bring bad vibes. To me, if they chanted in wrong pronunciation means wrong, as though u wrong press a button in your telephone call..means u wrong call to other ppl and thinking u calling to the right person without listen to the opposite said - hey, dont u get me! u r wrong number! lol
However, the reply was - our tradition and we chanted in this way. but i say i chanted this for the past 10 years in This way and with more aged old tradition chanted this way too. Also, they said - if u practice our meditation, you can eat garlic/onions....i say - well thats your meditation and i dont need to Meditate your way. but inside me i goota laugh bcause, i not sure is this childish or is this a spiritual perspective attacks or what ? lol.....Of coz, we never ends and they allow what i do and i allow what they do...i dont feel angry but i was suprise and felt funny about it but my curiousity was- how come their mouth say all embracing and open to learn...but when something they Used to do has been not quite Right being stimulated...then got me into it?
All of such thing......flashes infront of me like a movie when i reading the property of Freshwater Mangrooves and Slender Rice Flower ..... i also looked into my clear quartz cluster that reminds us human to be unify, respecting each and another , leading a hand to help the weak and allow ourself to be helped if we done something wrong/weak in certain areas. Thus, it brings me a realization that -
1- To do my best of even-mindedness, God is within everyone in every tradition and modality
2- I have to look at my own prejudices and negative judgement based on my hidden issues. Am i responding in a humanity way or respond in a fear filled with agenda ways.
3- To forgive for the sake of understanding and growth so that true forgiveness, letting go and instant realization occur in a REAL way and not about - forgiveness hanging in the mouth/head.
4 - To know that i am where i am right now, everything is in accordance to divine will with its form and function. As i allow my will to align with my higher will for divine will made manifest in my life- My ALT First Symbol of Light .
5 - Letting go the glamour of putting down others and modality and spiritual practices , learning to Respect other ppl choices as much as i respect my own choices. If it click for me in this moment, then go for it, if its not, no point for me to fit in just because many ppl said so.
6- to question traditional standard in a healthy but not judgemental way, even if it doesnt ring a bell to me NOW....but who knows in the future it might be.....
Lastly, i have to thank the universe brought Ian White Book and such powerful australia flower essences, the crystal kindgom and Arch Jophiel overlighting my journey in self understanding, trancendance of old limited beliefs into one of beauty and filled with light! I shall walk in vigilance Eye-ing upon my ego that once in awhile if not all the time puts me into sentiment/prejudices towards other people, places, situation and objects.
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